It's not a goodbye.

My new blog,
thatsreeandme.blogspot.com

Fairytales.

I'm thinking on making a new blog. This blog is getting boring and all i need is a new start.

Say what i want.

I'm 18. Not 15. :)

Only reminds me of you.

I tried to run from your side, but each place I hide,
it only reminds me of you.
When I turn out all the lights, even the night,
it only reminds me of you.

Only you...

Breakeven baby!

Ok, so here are some pictures at PLKN. Had a blast with them. :)
Creds to Nadia.

Duty day.

Way to the dorm, my fav. Hihi.

Last day. :(
Malam Citra Puisi.
With our pet family. Haha. :P

Delta-ians.
My baby A!

Naturally.

It's amazing what one person can do. Some people build you up just to bend and break you, some people bring out parts of you that you had no clue existed. All thought life, we meet people, and every single one of them brings something to us, gives us some sort of purpose. We come across people that will hurt us so incredibly much that it seems unbearable to go on with our lives, but the truth is, we can overcome anything we want to if we believe in it enough, if we have faith in ourselves, in who we are. The most important thing in life is to find yourself. We sometimes let people get the best of us, destroy us, and change our opinions on what we believe is true. No one should be judged by the mistakes they have made, it's past news. Everything happens for a reason and without the hard times, how would we ever realize our true strength? It's only through a time of suffering when we realize how strong we truly are inside, when we realize how much we can actually put up with and deal with before we eventually break.

Just to let you know.

The feeling of pure death has hit me,
Don't say old love has taken your life away,
I'm here, and I'm waiting.


Say you love me,
I've been crossing fingers,
Wasting paper as I sit and write unread pages,
You've not yet discovered,
Distant between us doesn't mean a thing,
Your closer to my heart.


Don't speak of nonsence anymore,
The day is fading and I'm holding onto my pillow,
Tighter as the sun goes down.


Afraid, you've brought me to this state,
I'm not letting myself sink this time,
Instead I'm on this boat drowning,
Up to my knees,
No more dark skies,
You've made them bright,
Just don't let go this time.


I'm breaking down the wall,
I don't want to hold it in anymore,
Look through the mirror and you'll see right through,
Don't promise me the stars or the sea,
Be there with me,
This feeling is so real.


I don't want to chase you down any longer,
This is your decision,
The feeling of pure death has hit me,
Don't say old love has taken your life away,

I'm here, and I'm waiting.

Always.

p/s; I love you. You know who you are.

Number one.

I love YOU la gumuk! :)

Thanks for the concern.

I sedang EMO giler :[
I am depressed.
I am regretting.
I am hopeless.
I am worthless.
My life is going to end, soon.



Anxiety ?




I am at the verge of insanity!

GodblessYOU&me.

Bla bla bla.

Situation ; In the car.

3 A only?
Haiyaa, so noob la u!
That's what my brother said to me. :P